the pain is still here.
and i dont think it will ever fade away.
never.
and i dont want it to fade away.
because remembering you its like remembering the first day i saw you when i stepped into kc.

the memories of the day you were healthy in school
and the memories of yesterday
is permanant.
from those days till yesterday
when they carried the coffin up high,
into the bus.
at that moment,
i felt like chasing the bus.
i felt like being with you
by your grave.

i still cannot let it go.
nobody will ever let it go.
people say,
the pain will go soon,
now that you are in god hands.

cikgu, will you ever visit me?
here in my home.
or are you still angry for the things i've done to you?
im sorry cikgu.
really i am.
but please,
forgive me for all my sins against you.
will you?

how i wish you would stay forever.

I LOVE YOU DEARLY,
CIKGU RATHIA.

Shazlin Ahmad Murad.
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